It’s been a long time since I’ve posted. In the last month and ½, I didn’t get a job I was promised that we thought would be our financial rescue, a little friend of Rhyan’s passed away, my Grandma died last week followed yesterday by my Grandpa.

In the midst of it all, at the height of the pain, I failed. I was angry and bitter and I told God all about it. After crying out that I just plain didn’t understand His purpose, I started to praise Him for what He has done. And in one instant, I found hope. Maybe a small glimmer, but it’s led me one day at a time into the unknown, a little more surefooted each day. We still don’t have answers. We still don’t know how we will make it. We just know that we will.